Alrighty so Mark (my older brother) has his mind set that he is leaving for Iraq on Sunday and not going to just call the company which he owes NO COMMITMENTS to and say I'm not coming and gets things rolling for the pizza joint. Oh yea.... it's a long story but he wants to open a pizza shop with friends he has had all his life and well one of them screwed him because he is a PUTZ and that is the nicest thing I have to say about Lester, but now he wants to get involved. It doesn't help they all need to know and feel and experience the AWESOMENESS of GOD! One day. Sooner than later.

I don't know how Mark lives life. He is so unhappy. Claims he will never get married because all women are out to sabatoge him or some crap like that. He never sees that he picks the skankiest girls or that they are just out for one thing and then its OVER. But anyhow, now he talks of wanting a family. I didn't thin I would ever hear him talk like that. I know God is there with him every day. Mark is in denial. He doesn't know what he wants from life. Honestly and truthfully he doesn't. He may think he has this big view and thought of how life should and will be, but he isn't right. Life isn't life without God.

One day God. One day he and his children and his childrens children will praise your name. They will live for you for all eternity.